Mc Kenzie Israel Villaceran
The guy that I love. he may not physically perfect for you but he is the most handsome in my beautiful(?) eyes. I could not asked for more, he is the guy that I've waited for so long, after 2 years plus of mourning then i knew him and I thank WENCHE APOR, his cousin and my co-major. It sound corny right? but since we can't celebrate our 4th monthsary, Valentines Day and 5th monthsary next month together, this is the only thing I can do for him. At least, I can express how thankful I am to have him, I don't care the grammar anyway, I can't expect that we do things we love together, his vacation last December, we made it a memorable one, from the first meet until his departure day, I said to myself before that I'm not deserving to have him, who cares? he's mine now then I'm proud to say that I'm deserving to have him and his deserving and lucky enough to have me as well. Though we do have many misunderstandings but we did not let the day end without fixing it.He had me at my worst and at my best in short he's the perfect guy for me. I can no longer find a guy like him.
I can't really find the words to explain the way I feel when I hear his voice(record) or when I see his face(id pics and fb pics). All I can say is that I like the feeling.
For four months that we've been together, I can say that we're getting stronger. Valentine's Day would just be a regular day not that I'm single nor in love with a guy which is impossible to be true. My Mr. Perfect is seven mountains away from me, even though he is just in the Philippines, missing him Is the thing I can't stop myself. Si, I will celebrate it alone but my heart and mind are longing for him.
Long Distance relationship is never easy especially at the very start thinking that me myself was with him until the last minute before his flight(January 4, 2012, our 3rd Monthsary), it's really hard to say goodbye. Getting a text message and facebook comment or message is a big different from getting a hug and kiss until the end of the day. Being in different place is a struggle for the two of us to face and it sometimes starts a fight the next day.
Distance never separates our two hearts that really care because we both believe that the struggles and sacrifices are part of what makes our relationship stronger, it's just in how we handle it that makes it a challenge for the two of us. I'm trying to understand our situations and it's benefits thinking that he is staying there to save up for the future.
Jealousy can also be a problem in our relationship especially in talking about the time for me and it has been a reason why we've broken up for how many times but we've always end up back together because the TRUST is still there and most importantly our LOVE. We make sure that both of us are in the same page in our relationship. It's hard to miss a person who doesn't want to be missed. We usually talk about our status as a partner, we set limitations and all the important stuff that needs to be worked from the start and the oath and promises that we leave to each other.
His departure gift(LOL) and 3rd Monthsary gift.
His gift ( the stuff toy), He made my dream come true.
His masterpiece
" I cannot remember the day that I didn't love you "
" I love you very much MC KENZIE ISRAEL VILLACERAN"
" Happy 3rd Monthsary- February 4,2012 "
" Happy Valentines Day-today- February 14, 2012"
" Forever miobhamko "
" Hawak Kamay "
from you miabham: MYRA JANE NADELA VILLACERAN
" I'll wait for you"
" I just can't believe that you are mine now "
NOTE: the picture was taken during his vacations ( December 2 2011- January 4, 2011)
